Bonnie Kaye

Location

Northeast Philadelphia`

Comments

Sue, stay focused on your purpose of saving the lives of others. We couldn't save our daughters' lives, but maybe we can spare someone else the pain we are living with. We're in this together.
Love, Bonnie

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Terri Kelly

Location

Trenton,NJ

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Sue - Please accept my heartfelt sympathy. As the mom of an only daughter I can only imagine your pain. As a drug/alcohol professional I know only too well the battle you are fighting. As an addiction professional, I saw the whole field of treatment gutted when managed care became the reality. Every day it is more and more apparent that outpatient treatment doesn't work for most, especially teens and young people. What worked best for most was residential treatment for at least 4-6 weeks followed by intensive outpatient. But you know this already. Please continue your ''war on drugs'' and on these insurance companies who are killing people each day. It is so sad that you lost Katie to a political machine that dumps billions of dollars into the laps of blue chip companies. I will continue to pray for you and Katie. Your wonderful tribute to her has touched my heart in a very special way!

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Jennifer Wood

Location

Pennington, NJ

Comments

This website is beautiful. You are doing a wonderful thing by sharing Katie's story with the world. I truly believe that many lives will be saved and changed because of your crusade and Katie's story.

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Emily Mancini-Wheeler

Location

Fairless Hills, Pa.

Comments

Sue, saw your article in the Buck's Co. Courier Times. It immediatly caught my attention, having burried my wonderful and full of life son, Robb, in March after a heroin overdose. I went onto your website, but it was too emotional for me to read at this time. I will try another day. My deepest sympathy in the loss of your beautiful and talented daughter,Katrina.
With many prayes, Emily

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Neenah Hoppe

Location

State College, PA

Comments

Sue,
I had a very hard time getting through the website on account of tears. Its a very effective means of getting Katie's heartwrenching story across. I have an english assignment to analyze a problem, and I was having trouble coming up with a subject until now - I think it will be a good forum in which to take on managed health care and expose more people to the problem. You are in my thoughts!
Love,
Neenah

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Diane Shields

Location

Centreville

Comments

This is the saddest story I've ever heard. It is heart-breaking; viewing it feels like I'm being stabbed in the heart. To know that Katie's death might have been prevented with proper medical care, and that the insurance companies and managed health care wouldn't allow that - makes it criminal. The fact that this is happening to other families all the time - is abhorrent.

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Beverley Bley

Location

Coopersburg, Pa

Comments

This story makes me sad and angry all at the same time. I am a former nurse and have worked in medical settings for most of my life up until about nine years ago. I saw medicine and health care taking a destructive turn away from the needs of individual patients to being just a ''business'' where cost cutting seemed to be it's main goal. I believe that Katie's story is a result of this kind of prevailing attitude and approach by not only the healthcare providers but most specifically the insurance companies that unfortunately so many of us look to help and to protect us in times of need. We must all take a proactive role to do what we can to change the way insurance companies approve and disapprove requests for services and health care payments. I am incensed by the fact that young lives have to be lost in order for a ''wake-up call'' to be recognized and put into action.

I continue to work in the helping profession as a Therapist and can attest to the fact that this story is not an exception but rather the rule.

My heart goes out to her family and other families that are affected by what seems to be a lack of conscience by the insurance companies.

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Lauren Olsen

Location

Bensalem, PA

Comments

I still think of Katie as my best friend, we may not have been the closest her last few months, but a friendship like ours never ends. I seen her the night before it happened (she always used to stop by my house when she was doing deliveries)she was soo proud of her self and told me how she was going to improve herself in school and feild hockey. I was soo happy for her. I had to find out the horrible news of her death while I was at work. I will never forget her and want to do anything I can possibly do to help you Sue.

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Andria Downey

Location

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Ms. Kevlock- Im so sorry for the pain you are going threw. Katie and I weren't as close as we were back in 9-11th grade but she ment a lot to me. She will truely be missed by many people. I can't even imagine how you must feel to loose your little girl. Goodluck with all your are trying to accomplish with your web site and paper articles, hopefully you can save the pain from other families what your family has felt. Love andria

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Carolyn Minniti

Location

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I'm sorry about Katie. I didnt really know her but she was really kool. I know you will get through this. She is loved and missed by everyone.
-Carolyn

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Chryl

Location

Bensalem

Comments

Sue, Please you have to know what a wonderful thing you are doing. Just by passing the word and letting other people aware of all of this. People have to know, that there is help out there, and you had to go through a great tragedy but are still caring enough to help other families. Please keep up the good work....I remember Katie when she was little, years past and I seen her again, I couldnt believe how that little girl was all grown up. She was very kind and very polite. The last time I seen her she was talking to me about how she like to cut hair, and was deciding what to do. She will be missed and Sue just remember people do care and do think of you often.....Keep up the good work.

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Sarah

Location

Richboro

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Dear Sue,
I want you to know that I have read your website many times and feel that it is a beautiful tribute to Katie. It appears that you have captured your beautiful Katie in the pictures you have shared. The information you share is very powerful. I do believe that people will become more aware of insurance problems, with drug and alcohol issues with teens, and that the word will spread.
BUT, I also worry about you, and how you are coping with this tradgedy.
Just know that I am thinking of you and praying that you and your sons will all be OK.
Sarah

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Danielle Vitucci

Location

Bensalem

Comments

I have known Katie for a long time but I'm sad to say we were never really close. That doesn't matter though because she will always be in my heart wether or not we weren't close friends, I still consider her one. And for Sue, I give you my biggest sympathy. I realize what you are going through is so unbelievably hard because I have lost people who I have loved over drugs. You have people who care so deeply and are there for you. Don't ever hesitate to ask. My family also wanted to say they are so sorry and hoping you will have the srength to become stronger again. Don't stop doing what your doing because it's so great and hopefully you can help other families. Please also give our sympathy to the rest of the family.

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Joyce Watson

Location

Bristol

Comments

Sue,
You are in my thoughts and prayers. Katie's website is beautiful and it shows your heart and soul. Maybe that's why it's so hard for many people to respond. It says it all, as did you wonderful letter to the BCCT. Please get through today and take each day as it comes.
The thought of losing a daughter(son) is so scary to parents, that we just don't know what to say or do to help you. We want to make the thought that it could happen to us go away----but we know it won't ever go away for you.
We can only feel for you and your lose of precious Katie, we know that we can't make it go away for you....
and so maybe that's what the silence is all about.
After my 50+ years, I know that there is NO Rhyme or REASON to life....there's only life for as long as it's given to us.

Loving thoughts are with you.
Joyce

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Kathy

Location

Feasterville

Comments

Sue, After viewing your website I can only imagine the pain that you must be experiencing. I applaud you for turning some of that pain into a worthwhile cause. I will forward this website to everyone that I know. God Bless You

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JEFF

Location

BENSALEM

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SUE,
I THINK THE WEBSITE IS AMAZING!!! KATIE WOULD BE SO PROUD THAT HER STORY IS SAVING LIVES!!!! ALSO, THAT YOU ARE WORKING SO HARD TO MAKE AS MUCH POSITIVE AS YOU CAN OUT OF THE TRADGEDY!!!! YOU NEED TO CONTINUE THIS FOR YOU AND KATIE!!! WHEN THINGS GET TOUGH LOOK TO GOD FOR STRENGTH AND KNOW THAT KATIE'S MEMORY LIVES ON IN EVERYTHING YOU DO!! GOD BLESS YOU!!!

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Kevin D

Location

Doylestown

Comments

Sue,
In a day and age when the title of ''HEREO'' is commonmplace you truely are! You are facing one of life's greatest tragedies and have focused your sorrow to HELP others. YOU HELP by warning teens on the truth about drugs, YOU HELP by educating parents and YOU HELP by attracting attention on a system sooo flawed that children die. Keep up the great work but remeber to take time to take care of yourself too. You are now a soldier on the frontline in the war against drugs, when most have surrendered, white flag in hand. So you MUST take care of your needs to continue your much needed works. I will continue to pray for you & Katie.
Thank you and God Bless!

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Jessie

Location

Fairless Hills

Comments

Sue, I am deeply sorry for your loss. But please know that I truly believe that this website and all the campaigning you are doing for the cause will make a difference. So, keep up the fight, and know that you are not alone!

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Phyllis

Location

Bensalem

Comments

As the mother of a two, my heart goes out to you. I can only imagine your pain. Your courageous efforts to expose the struggle for adolescents to get appropraite treatment is remarkable. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

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Meghan

Location

Bensalem

Comments

Sue, I praise you on the webpage you have designed for your daughter. Please Know that you ARE helping others. Never give up on yourself or the people around you. May god see you through this tough time. God Bless You!

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Vivian Farino

Location

Hamilton

Comments

My Dear Sweet Sue,
It is a awful shame that Katie had to pass away for me to meet her. It was an honor to meet her through your eyes.
This website is beautiful and informative. By sharing Katie's story with the world you are keeping her spirit alive and helping others. Viv

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Debbie Oser

Location

North Wales, PA

Comments

Sue, please know how sorry I am for your loss. I know first hand the pain that you are going through, but with the loss of my Dad. And know that Katie will always be alive in your heart, and memories. You are especially keeping her alive with this website - what a beautiful tribute to her. She is looking down on you, smiling and so proud of her Mom.

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Maggie Keller Langhorne

Location

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Dearest Sue, thank you for sharing your story with us. Thank you for also allowing us to know Katie. What a great kid. I so wish I could take your pain away. As a mother and therapist who works with young people and families with drug and alcohol issues, their are too many of our children we are losing . These kids are all of ours to protect. I have pushed many families to fight the insurance companies. It is sad when the insurance companies have people that are clueless about the horrors of addiction, and our kids are at stake. You are saving lives with your beautiful memories of Katie and also educating people to take on the insurance companies. Katie will be guiding you and will never leave your side through this journey. Please let others help you. Getting with others who have also gone through this may help with your grief and give you some hope. I love you. Love, Maggie

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George Buono

Location

New Brunswick

Comments

Dear sue this was a really interesting website,It was well put together. I learned alot about katie,and i still have to lean alot more. The insurance people were wrong they should have helped her. Ill see you at the party nex saturday,
love,
george

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Rosemary Adiletto

Location

Bensalem

Comments

Dearest Sue, Know that you have many people, not only in our community but throughout the region, who have you in their hearts. You are incredibly brave to turn your sorrow into action. Thank you in advance for the lives your actions will save. We've all in this fight with you. Many of us are working to prevent the the scourge of drugs from ever hitting our kids. We will inform the people involved in this communitywide prevention effort - Building a Better Bensalem Today - to visit your site to read your important message and to join in your lifesaving efforts. Additionally know that we are following your lead by working with the schools and the entire community to do something to turn your tragedy into posivite action. You'll be hearing more about this effort in the coming months, as it gains momentum. Perhaps, when you are up to it, you can join us. In the meantime, please take care of yourself and know that everyone who is aware of your story, is pulling for you to make it through this.

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Lori Meyers

Location

Trenton, NJ

Comments

Ms. Shields my prayers are with you and your family. Be ecouraged and know that God has not forgotten you.

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Diane Biegley

Location

Trenton P.S.

Comments

Sue, as a parent of a teenager I experienced the trials of drug experimentation which, thanks to Gods good graces and the strength and messages of people like you and the involvement of her schools drug counselor, kept it from going any further. It tore so much from me just this small experience I can only imagine your pain. We are lucky God has given you the strength for your mission so that other children will not suffer the same dire consequences. I was able to get my daughter into a therapeutic situation with a psychiatrist and a therapist covered by the insurance only after much leg work and initial output of money. It shouldn’t be like that these kids need help the minute the problem occurs not after it been going on to long. Sue, I pray for you and the strength you need, and I pray your daughter is at peace. In my faith we beleive you will be joined with her in eternity someday and I know the joy that will bring you both. Until then be strong and determined and happy with yourself for her memory.

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Denise

Location

Hedgepeth/Williams

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My prays are with you. Your story is so touching. It has enlighten my heart. Keep your chin up and this has opened my eyes to things. Knowing that it can happen to anybody. I have a teenage daughter myself and I thank you for your guidance.

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Vondalyn Fannin

Location

Hedgepeth Williams MS

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I am sitting here looking at my little boy's picture and thinking of your daughter and your pain. I cannot put into words exactly what I want to say after viewing your website other than just saying, for my child and other children, I pray that if I have to face this problem God will give me the courage and conviction to go through a storm like this. At my church we have a program called New Lease on Life Ministy. This ministry helps people with addictions obtain treatment as well as provide counseling for adults and teens. After reading what happened to your daughter I am going to ask and make sure we are effectively addressing teen addiction with contacts to the right treatment and care. Your right about insurance companies, and though things tragically ended for your daughter, what you learned from this experience you share with people like me and I thank you.
May God Bless You and Keep You is My Prayer.

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Joe Fink

Location

HWMS

Comments

Sue, I'm so sorry for your loss. I have two teenage daughters and I can't come close to even imagining your pain. I will keep Katie and your family in my thoughts and prayers. Hang in there.

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Nancy Lee

Location

Lambertville, NJ

Comments

Sue - Your website is beautiful and insightful. I cannot begin to share your pain, but can only imagine how horrible it must be. Your daughter's tribute is moving and a great tool to share with young people. God has a plan for us all and maybe Katie's plan was to save another.

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Amy Scott

Location

Hamilton, N.J.

Comments

This is a beautiful tribute to your daughter. May you find peace and strength as you help others. Thank you for sharing Katie with the rest of us.

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Rachel Saddler

Location

Trenton NJ

Comments

Sue, my heart goes out to you. You are a strong woman and God will watch over you. I am only a telephone call away.
Thanks for sharing your little girl with me. GodBless you.

Rachel

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Dan Baranoski

Location

Middletown Twp Police

Comments

I am so sorry to hear about your story. Unfortunately, it is all too common anymore. Thats why we started the NAIVE Program - www.naiveprogram.org.
Our prayers are with you and your family. Hopefully, just one kid will learn something by Katie's story and their life will be saved!

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Judy Zuggi

Location

Phila

Comments

Your web site is beautiful, unfortunately it was created as a result of such tragedy. I lost my son Franky June 7, 2001, because of heroin use. Not an hour passes that I don't think of him. We miss him so much.
I am involved with the ''naive program'' and the ''heads-up program.'' Your site is very informativeand the more information the better. If one child can be saved, our did not die in vain. Please write me, Judy

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Carlos Flowers

Location

Philadelphia

Comments

Sue, I wish all the best ,god bless you.

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Carla Thomas

Location

Trenton

Comments

Dear Sue, This website is a beautiful way to remember your daughter. As a Drug/Alcohol professional I hear the painful stories of families that have to deal with trama from drugs and alcohol. Please know that I pray for you every day. you are doing a wonderful thing for yourself and several others.

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jim shields

Location

cheltenham, pa

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Sue,

Im sorry I haven't responded to your website till now. It is still so very painful. I know that what you are doing with the website is a great thing, but everytime I look at it, all the pain comes back.
I thought when my good friend Ed died last October that nothing could be much more painful, I was wrong.
I do grieve in silence.
I truly think lives will be save and changed through your efforts, and knowledge of the insurance companies abilities to avoid the laws will be known by all.
Be strong sis. We're all with you.

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Larry Pierce

Location

Dallas, PA

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It's not often that I am moved to tears, but after viewing the site, there could be no other response.It is truly a beautiful tribute to your daughter and testament to your struggle.Please accept my sincerest sympathy for your loss and my admiration and respect for all your efforts to educate and inform. As the father of 3 young boys, your story and struggle will never be lost on me.Thank you Jim for directing me to this beautiful and informative site.

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hilary coole

Location

beumont, pa

Comments

I do not know how to respond to such a moving story other than to say that you, your family and your cause will be in my prayers.

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Jennifer

Location

Ocean City

Comments

Sue, I am speechless as I think about the loss of your daughter. And to think that it could have been prevented had she gotten the proper help. The website is great especially with the specific points as to what people can do and resources. May you be stregthened and encouraged by others as you help make a difference for those that are struggling with this issue.

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Wanda Javaheri

Location

Orlando, Florida

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Ms. Shields, my deepest sympathy on the loss of your daughter. I cannot imagine the pain you are going thru, but I am reminded of a bible verse: ''He heals the brokenhearted And binds up their [Lit sorrows] wounds.'' Psalm 147:3. I am grateful that my cousin Jennifer Torres has shared your story with me. I will share your story with others in the hope to stop the cycle. May God bless you and your family, and give you comfort and peace in your hearts.

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maggie negron

Location

Port St. Lucie Florida

Comments

Jennifer DenDulk is my cousin and when i heard that a good friend of hers was in pain i thought maybe if you knew that someone that you had never met before in your life said she was praying for you it would give you a lift.
i have an 18 yr old boy an A student very stubern and strong willed im hoping since we have left the communication lines open i pray that if he runs into similar problem he will come to us in time and i will be able to handle it as good as you are. Keep strong Katie see's and hears your every thought and action ,now is a time to lean on friends
love maggie

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Meghan Shields

Location

Feasterville, PA

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Dear Sue,
I am so sorry for the loss of your beautful daughter. I remember meeting Katie at a cheerleading competition we both participated in a few years ago. She was so full of talent doing flips across the gym floor and cheering with such a beautiful smile on her face. As a tear rolls down my face now, I will keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. Take care of yourself. You are sure doing a wonderful job on this website.

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Nikki Taylor

Location

Bensalem

Comments

Katie was my bestfriend since i can remember. Throughout higschool Katie and I went through phases hangng out and talking everynight to only talking once and a while. Before all that we were inseperable. I wish soo much that i could say that today. The last time I ever saw Katie, she was going to get dog food for Pepper. She was so excited about us playing hockey together our last year. I think what you are doing is great. We all know Katie would be happy to help even one person. Katie always told me don't get like me. I love you Kate!

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Mary Konicki

Location

Bear Creek, Pa

Comments

Dear Sue,

My heart goes out to you and your family over the loss of your little girl, she was beautiful.

I know and feel your pain because I lost my little girl 3 years ago in a tragic car accident, she was just 20.

I know what it feels like to have a broken heart and the pain never goes awawy.

I will pray for our children and all other families who mourn their children. There is no greater pain than the loss of a child.

May her memory be a blessing forever.

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Kellie Johnston

Location

Buckingham

Comments

Sue,
My thoughts and prayer are with you and your family. Your website is incredible and very thorough. I enjoyed looking at the wonderful memories that you had with your daughter. By creating this website you will help, if you haven't already so many families that go through the same thing every day. The ''Makefield'' family will always be here for you. You are a wonderful, strong individual that will get through this and will grow. Keep up the wonderful things that you do.
Kellie

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Christine Stout

Location

Bensalem

Comments

Katie and I were close at one point and time. Then we both grew apart. She was such a great person and its so sad she's gone. She will be missed by many .

Sue, I like the website you made for Katie. It was so hard to look at and so sad. Hopefully it can save the life of others....

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Marissa Forte

Location

Bensalem

Comments

Well I don't even know where to begin or what to write. Katie knows what I thought about her and knew how much I cared for her.Katie you will always be in my heart!!!You told me in the past 4 months, I was your only true friend! Also if the family needs anything I'm always here.Finally had enough to write in your guest book!Thinking about you alot today and thinking about last Thanksgiving and how much fun we had! Best Friends Love you Katie....rissa40

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leslie durkin

Location

bensalem

Comments

im very sorry i just wanted to say ur websit shows alot how u cared and still do care

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Koch

Location

Wolfach, Germany

Comments

Dear Sue,
all of us have been very sad to hear of this tragedy in your live.
We hope, you will have the strengh to manage all the problems.
It is really very necessary to beat the drums very loud and hart, to convince people (especially our politicans), that struggle against the drugs must go on.

All the Koch-family sends you best wishes for the future.
Our prayers will be with you!

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Susan Hubenthal

Location

Olympia, WA.

Comments

Dear Sue,
Your tribute to Katie is beautiful. I know she is smiling down and she will be with you every step of the way.

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Pat Nelson

Location

Aston, PA

Comments

I am so very sorry for the loss of your precious Katie. It is criminal that you could not get the help she needed. I am sure she is helping you as you fight to change a broken system that failed both of you. May you find some moments of peace.

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Carol Solarino

Location

Park Ridge, NJ

Comments

Words alone cannot express the pain you are feeling. I know, I too lost my only child, my beautiful Michael to heroin, it only takes one time, one mistake. Keep up your fight! I hope someday to join you with this!

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Jean Conway

Location

Greenfield, MA

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Hi Sue,
I am so sorry about Katie. She is so beautiful! Please know that love never dies and that your sweet daughter is only a heart beat away at any time. You will be with her again someday.

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Nikol Bent

Location

Bensalem Pa

Comments

I knew katie since i was at least 8 when my mom played softball and her firends son was dating katie when they were like 13 I went skating with her and cheered with her. I found out the horrible news at work when marissa and kelly called me i didnt know how to react knowing she was in my drive threw like a week ago... My family had drug problems like that to and I know of the pain and all my prayers is with ur family...Love u kate

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Amanda Davis

Location

Wilmington, OH

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I read your story from viewing the ''wall''...I periodically check this site because it truly amazes me how many lives are lost to this terrible drug. I was more than touched by your dedication to Katie. The closeness you had with her shows because she ''talked'' to you. You are what a true mother stands for...you may have lost this battle but you are continuing to fight the war -- you will not go unheard. I heard you & I am nowhere near you and I will share your story.
There are always angels among us & now you have one looking out for you.

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Melissa Mccue

Location

BRISTOL

Comments

I'm very sorry for your loss.

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ELLEN

Location

MASSACHUSETTS

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DEAR SUE:i ALSO KNOW WHAT A BROKEN hEART IS I LOST MY SON TO A OVERDOSE OF CRACK IN APRIL 2002 I WILL LIGHT A CANDLE FOR kATIE AND YOU. I SEND YOU HOPE AND STRENGTH FOR THE dAYS AHEAD fOR THEY ARE LONG. BUT LOVE FOR OUR CHILDREN GO,S ON fOREVER.MY SON IS ON PAGE THREE OF GRIEF KIDS HIS NAME IS JAMIE AND MY hEART IS WITH HIM. LOVE ELLEN

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Gail Rae

Location

Todd, Pa

Comments

I was unable to access your story so would like reply but can already imagine it. My beloved son, Daniel Cedric Rae lost his battle with heroin addiction on December 13, 2002. ONE of my saddest memories is him sitting next to me on our couch crying together with his words, ''Mom, I can't beat this, I am so sick, I don't know what to do.'' Our family tried everything. We are a close and caring family and Dan always knew he was loved and I thank God for that. Now we don't know what to do. My fight now is to heal, help my husband and kids heal and then try to get the word out BEFORE the decision is made to ''try it'' I truely hear very few success stories. Satan's most powerful tool yet against mankind. Disable our future generations and their families. Please keep up your good work! We must try everything! Sincerely, Gail

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Linda Bracken

Location

Levittown, PA

Comments

Thank You for preparing this web page. I am battling a heroin addiction with my son. He is 21. I have found there is not much help out there.

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Kathleen Dobbs

Location

just over the bridge, nj

Comments

My Heart and many prayers for you and your family, I cannot imagine the pain of losing your child to this dreaded disease, yet I have many friends who have. My own son still struggles with it. At age 16 and a call to the White House and getting though to a leiason to Clinton's Admin. I was directed to all the right people in Trenton. No parent should have to fight for the life of their child.. I too fought the insurance industry. 5 medical letters all stating he needed inpatient long term treatment.. and because all letters faxed at same time.. they wanted a second opinon... Yes.. WE (MOM's) will continue to fight for Treatment and for Parents (regardless of the age of their child) to know where to go for that treatment and to understand the steps to obtaining that treatment be it from tne isnsurance company or from the state or county funding which is out there for the addict. We need to fight for the Parity Bill in New Jersey and to make sure that the Health Insurance Industry start to pay for this brain Disease that is killing our children ADDICTION.
My Love and Prayers are with you everyday.. WE WILL MAKE A DIFFERENCE.... Katie will always be in our Hearts.

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Elizabeth Pletcher

Location

Bensalem PA

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i read the paper this morning and was like omg not katie i never knew and i was so involved in my own addiction that i didnt even know she passed she was such a beautiful person with a beatiful smile that lit up the whole room i will miss her soo much i just recently got clean and will celebrate my 6 mths clean on march 2 i am slowly putting my life back together but this gives me more of a reason to do so i am soo sorry for your loss and katie will be missed thank you for your story elizabeth

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Karen Sterling

Location

Croydon Pa

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Sue,
I am really sorry about your daughter. She was a gorgeous girl with the prettiest smile I have ever seen. I didn't no her but my friend did. I cried when I found out what happened. Its very sad. I wish thay I would be able to no you and talk to you about this. I am 16 and I no somebody that just may need help and maybe you can help me. Stay open and hang in there. Honestly I didn't know her but for some reason I feel like I do. I think about it every night. Katie and you will be with me forever. Karen

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Joanne Gilkey

Location

Bellmawr, NJ

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Sue,
Hello! I just got done reading Katie's website and I can not begin to tell you how much it affected me. I am a 24 year old recovering Heroin addict and now how hard it is to just ''stop'' on your own. It is not that easy. I had been on drugs for almost 10 years and getting high was the only thing I knew how to do. Being in and out of detoxs constantly, (and yes, me and my mom also had trouble with insurance companies) living on the streets of Philly and finally going to prison for 2 years, I had to change my life. I hated the way I was. Now I am 10 months clean, attending college part-time, and taking care of my 3 month old son at home. I see life in a whole different perspective. After reading the website, I now know what my family was going through when I was in my addiction. This disease is both cunning and baffling and you CANNOT do it alone! 9 of my friends were taken by this monster and I refuse to let it take me! I struggle day by day to stay clean and believe me it is not easy!
I am very sorry to hear about your lose, and will keep you and your family in my prayers. Just know that your website helped me in more ways than one. This was a big wake up call for me! You and Katie are in my thoughts.

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Scott

Location

Bensalem

Comments

Ms. Shields,
First I want to say I'm sorry for your loss. I am the oldest brother of Amie Fisher. That name may or may not ring a bell for you. My sister overdosed on oxycotin on June 21, 2003. She as your daughter did went to Bensalem High School. As I read about Katie's story through the web site, it's a story that is too familiar to me and my family. My sister graduated from BHS just days before she died. She also had trouble in school but managed to get enough credits to graduate. For all I know Amie and Katie may have know each other in school. Amie was a good girl but she got mixed up in the wrong crowd and found herself with an addiction that she couldn't handle. Amie went to my mom and also asked for help. She went to a few rehabs but they never seemed to work. After she graduated she seemed to finally be heading the right direction. I remember hearing about what happened to katie from my sisters friends. All I could say to myself was I know what that family is going through. My mom still gets upset everyday when ever we talk about it. I think what you've done on the web site is a great thing. My sister also is buried at the same cemetary as Katie. I feel like even thought we don't know each other that in some way we are connected because of what happened to your daughter and my sister just days apart. if you need my help in anything please contact me.

Name

Rachel Muhlbauer

Location

Loganville, GA

Comments

Hey Ms. Shields,
This is Rachel from down the street when Katie, Melanie, and I were growing up. We used to climb Nancy's tree and draw with chalk all over the street. Then we all grew up. Katie went off to high school, then Jessica did, and then Melanie and I moved away. Jessica I/Med me one night last summer and told me about what happened to Katie- that she had died.
Katie was always full of life while we were together. During field hockey and just roaming the neighborhood, she was a force that kept my sister and I moving. She had this charisma that was easy to follow.
I commend you on what you're doing- making a positive come out of a negative.
Rachel Muhlbauer

Name

Marianne Gilkey

Location

Bellmawr, NJ

Comments

Sue, what a beautiful website - such a loving tribute to your daughter! As the parent a daughter in recovery from heroin addiction, I feel your pain. And know that but for the grace of God, that could have been my daughter. It is so important to talk about this and make people aware of addiction and lack of treatment. Thank you for doing so.

Name

Hope Plunkett

Location

Bensalem

Comments

Hi i never knew you but now i wish i did. You seem to be a nice person. Well most people who die are. Unless they deserve it. I will hope your in a better part of the world Byes for now.

Name

Christine Schmidt

Location

Levittown, PA

Comments

Dear Mrs. Sheilds,
I'm really sorry for ur loss. I heard bout this in the Bucks Country Newspaper n I noticed that someone I knew from Bensalem. And When I kept on reading the story I thought it really sad to hear that someone had died from heroin. Well I will never get near drugs or try it... I am in SADD at Truman and we talk alot about drunk driving and alot about drugs people use!!! Well I don't know what esle to say but I'm really sorry for u.. And God Bless You.. Katie is in a really safe place now and God will keep her safe. Well I'm speechless.. Take care.. Bye.. Christine

Name

Location

North Carolina

Comments

I, myself am a Heroin addict. I spent the last 11 months in prison due to my addiction. i've been out two weeks and still clean. March 25,04 i will be a year clean. I came across your web page i was in a weak moment and got on the computer. Your story helped me today. one day at a time all we can do and your story helped me with another day. thank-you. i will pray for you and your family.

Name

Vicki hudson

Location

england

Comments

your website is an inspiration to others i too lost my very special brother to heroin last year he was only in his twenties but like your beautiful daughter heroin was bigger than him and he lost his battle. My heart is with you especially as i understand the tragerdy you have suffered god bless you xxx

Name

Allen Marie

Location

Wilmington, Delaware

Comments

Dear Sue, Our children are together in Heaven. No more pain only goodness. God Bless you Marie (Erin's Mom)heroinalert.org

Name

Shannon

Location

Baltimore

Comments

I first read your story on Erins website. I was touch by your story as well as Marie's. I have learned that you are never to old to know better. I say that because my mother is an addict. She didn't ever touch heroin until she was in her mid-30's. I think that if it is offered to you at a vunlerable time in your life you might say yes to the drug and then never be able to say no. Why??? cause it's to late. I'm am one of the luckey ones. I did grow up with drugs all around. Don't get me wrong they were never really right in front of me. But it was there. As I got older I got wiser when it came to drugs. I was never one to get high in high school although I did smoke weed a few times. I am now 24 and have read up on a lot about heroin addiction. I forgot to mention that addiction with drugs and alcohol runs heavily in both sides of my family. A few years ago my mother came to me for help. She had relasped. I called around trying to get her help and it seemed difficult. My boyfriend is also an addict. I have seen a lot more with him. I have also been to hell and back with him. But I refuse to give up on him. I will stand by his side and he knows that. Addicts have a problem. It is something that takes over there lives. Because someone is a addict DOES NOT make them a bad person. I have been very upset with him at things that he has done. But I have always made it easy for him to come to me when he has any problems. I am glad to say that he is now clean. He's on the methadone program but he is not using heroin. I thank god that he has giving me the strenth to stay away from heroin. As much as I have been around seen people get high wether the sniff it or shoot it. I have never ever had the erge to do it. I have had some hard times in my life and have wanted to get away from my problems but never get away from them with heroin. I see how much more problems that drug creates on top of what problems I already have. Thank you for your story. I agree with you 100% that the world needs to do more about the drug problem that we have then to worry about some of the petty crap that they are worried about. More and More young people are using drugs and the drugs are taking more and more lives everyday. Baltimore City alone has a population af about 642,000 people and atleast 64,000 of them are heroin addicts. Baltimore City is known as the ''Heroin Capital of the Nation'' How would you like to live here? Sometimes I don't know how I managed to get through all the peer preasure. But I'm glad I did. Thank You once again and Katie is a beautiful angel in a much better place watching down on you. 4/5/04

Name

debra grossman

Location

yardley

Comments

Sue,
As a physician, I see so many examples of the capriciousness and greed of medical insurance companies.
BUT: to hear that the greed led to the death of a beautiful spirit is overwhelming.
I have often thought when seeing some grand building named after a ''philanthropist'' who earned his wealth through health insurance profits, that it was built with blood money.
Dwelling on the ''what ifs'' is soul-destroying. This website and your efforts are the products of a mother's heart and mind that won't only focus on the past, but will work for the future of others.
What greater gift can you give. Who can imagine the strength this takes.

Name

Clarissa

Location

Fort Wayne, Indiana

Comments

Hello. My name's Clarissa and i'm 15 years old. I ran across your site about Katie while looking for song lyrics- go figure. Something made me decide to read it and by the time I was finnished, I was really moved. (I hardly ever cry- even when I probably should but if I did, i'd be bawling right now). There was a time when I was a lot like Katie (and also a lot different). I was depressed and didn't think I was worth anything. I cut myself and wondered why I was still alive. Friends of mine were using drugs and told me that if I joined them, my life would be so much better. Something inside me said no and I'm glad I never did. One night, a guy I knew called me around midnight. I had just met him and he seemed like someone I could really get close to but we didn't know eachother well so I didnt understand why he would wake me up so late at night. It turned out that he called me because I was the only person he was friends with that didn't do drugs and he was scared because of his own usage. His using drugs led to his joining a gang so he could get them cheaper. He told me that he had done so much wrong just to get a fix that he didn't deserve to live anymore. His father abused him and convinced him that he was worth less that dirt and his mom honestly didnt care. He felt like i was the only one he could turn to. He wanted out of the gang and he wanted to stop using drugs but the people he was involved with thought that if he left, he'd rat them out. The only way he'd seen anyone else get out is to get shot. After a LONG phone conversation, I hung up and called his mom. Even though he was convinced she didn't care, it turned out she did. I told her he was using drugs and he was active in a gang and the only thing she said was ''don't call this late anymore and thank you.'' i decided that maybe he was right- she didn't care. but the next day he wasnt at school. i didnt know if he was dead or alive and i called his house during lunch. his mom told me he was alive and that was it- no details and she hung up. anyways... it turned out that she had called the police and he was in Juvi and in trouble with the police but he was getting help. I didnt know that until he called me a year later, when he got out. Now, he's clean and has been for months and he knows that he's supposed to be alive. He told me that he wants to be a minister and that he owes his life to God for getting him through everything. He also told me that I'm his angel for turning him in. After stumbling across your site, I thought i should share that story with you- I don't know why. I also think you should know that your daugher was beautiful and it sounds like she was that way on the inside, too.

Name

Debbie Zimmer

Location

Dover Plains, New York

Comments

Dear Sue,
Thank you for sharing your story of Katrina's struggle with the world. Having lost my daughter only two weeks before you lost Katrina, I am only too aware of the intense pain you are feeling and what a struggle it is to even get out of bed in the morning. We went through so many of the same problems with our insurance company as you did. I hope that your sharing all of your struggles will help someone else to get the needed help for their child. The system is so screwed up and as parents we have no idea where to get the help for our child-therefore, we trust what we are told by the ''professionals'' only to find out too late that quite often they have no idea what they are doing. How horrible that these people hold our children's lives in their hands. Good luck to you in your fight to make the system better for others. Take care of yourself and I hope that you find peace in the knowledge that Katrina loved you so deeply. God bless you and your family.
Debbie(Becky's Mom)

Name

Nicole DelBuono

Location

Toms River, NJ

Comments

My deepest condolences on the loss of your daughter to this horrible drug. This country is in terrible need of rehabilitation services that will assist people of all ages, race, and regardless of financial situation. Too many people search for help only to be turned away. Please reach out to your assemblymen, congressmen and others who are elected into office. It starts with them. The system in this country is a mess. I lost my younger sister to this drug and since then many people have asked me how to find help for their loved ones. I have given them some resources that I thought were valid only to find out there were long waiting lists, insurance difficulties or some reason or another why they didn't qualify. Heroin is a deadly drug! If someone needs help, they should get it immediately without going through all this red tape! I am sickened over the bad health care system along with child services in this country. Insurance is a practical joke! May God watch over us all and may he be with our elected officials as well. www.InKyndallsName.org

Name

Melinda M.

Location

Louisiana

Comments

Dear Sue,
What a beautiful tribute to your beautiful daughter!!
may God bless you for all the work you have done!
Melinda Mom_To_Joshua 3/2/81-3/9/03

Name

Ashley Kane

Location

Bensalem, PA

Comments

It is so hard to read that story on the website about Katie, and think that she is actually gone. But hopefully it will help other people going through the same problems. I talked to Katie every now and then, she was so nice. She was in my study hall in 10th grade and we talked then too. It's so sad to see her gone. Great job on the website, and Katie u will be missed by so many people.

Name

Doris Smith

Location

New York, NY

Comments

Thank you so much for sharing the loss of your child with others. I know that many people will be helped by visiting your site. Available treatment should always be easy to get. There is a national initiative called Demand Treatment that visitors may also find helpful. The URL is http://www.jointogether.org/sa/action/dt/ Best wishes to you and your family and to your angel in heaven.
Doris

Name

Felicia Morocco

Location

Philadelphia

Comments

Dear Sue, I am so sorry about your losing Katie. I knew her from grade school at Cornwells and also from CCD at St.Charles. Her and I were always pretty good friends until I moved and lost touch with almost everyone. She was always such a sweet girl and made me laugh all the time. I couldnt believe it when I found out. I was at in the bathroom at Fusco's Pool Hall in Feasterville and just so happened to see it written on the wall. I didnt believe it and thought that someone might not have liked her and did it because of that, girls can often be like that. So then it had me wondering and then I started my search on the computer to find out the truth. I read an article in some add, I forgot which one it was, it didnt say much but it was enough to tell me she was gone. I knew her for so long and almost a year past and I hadnt found out about it. I know I wasnt friend with her the last couple of years, but just knowing how many years I went to school with her and the fun times we had just really got to me. I finally found out more from looking at peoples profiles on AOL and came to find Marissa. She told me about everything and then I finally realized that it was real, very real. I just couldnt believe it. But I wish you all the best in your struggle to cope, I can not even imagine your pain. You and Katie are in my prayers. - Felicia

Name

deana

Location

south shore (boston)

Comments

I AM TRULY IN TEARS....I AM SO SCARED...MY TWO SONS HAVE BEEN BATTLING ADDICTION FOR OVER A YEAR NOW...IN AND OUT OF DETOX ETC...WE ALSO DON'T FIT THE CRITERIA FOR WHAT A TYPICAL DRUG ADDICT USED TO LOOK LIKE IN OUR MINDS...THESE KIDS HAVE 3 SIBLINGS AND GOOD HARDWORKING FAMILIES.....IT DONT MATTER...THIS DRUG IS THE DEMON OF ALL DEMONS AND CONTROLS THEIR BRAINS AND MAKES THEM LOYAL TO THE DRUG AND NOT THE FAMILY...IT IS LIKE A TERMINAL ILLNESS AND IT TAKES MORE THAN GOD TO MAKE IT ALL GO AWAY...I AM PRAYING FOR THAT DAY TO COME...AND OUR FAMILY IS PATIENTLY WAITING TO GET OUR BOYS BACK FROM THE DEVIL...WE ARE SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS...I WILL SHOW THEM THIS SITE SOMEDAY WHEN THEY CAN COMPREHEND WHAT DESTRUCTION IT CAUSES....

Name

Mary

Location

Bensalem

Comments

I happened upon your website after visiting the ''Naive Program'' website. I saw the Naive program today (I am a teacher at a local high school) and the images and messages were and still are so powerful. I am all consumed with the strength of addiction and how it affects us all. I am truly sorry for your loss and I relate with your frustration and regret in dealing with addiction treatments. I thank you for sharing your story as it is another reminder to everyone that drugs ''can happen to you''. Thank you again and God bless you and your family.

Name

Beverly Jones

Location

Lakeland, Florida

Comments

Your site is very beautiful. My son Brandon Dijon Pall is on griefnet 3 and this is where I came across your Daughters picture. I sat there and read about her life and cried for you and me. Such a waste drugs are and to take our babies away. My life has not been the same ever since that dreadful day. I hope this site can spare another Mother this pain

God Bless,
Beverly Jones

Name

amy layng

Location

newtown.pa

Comments

My heart goes out to you.
G-d is allowing you the opportunity to turn your grief into an opportunity to assist others so that they may never know your pain. I hope you find comfort in this and the healing that comes from helping.

Name

Marc A

Location

Trenton Nj

Comments

Sue I'am so sorry for your loss. being in recovery myself i wish there was something i could do. You and your family are in my prays

Name

Ken McMahon

Location

Honolulu Hawaii

Comments

Sue-- When I learned of the death of your daughter, the daughter of an old friend from college, I felt shock and disbelief as well as saddness. I can not convey the depth and degree of my sorrow. That this can happen to even the best of parents with the best of intentions is only too apparent. How anyone can sustain such tragedy and endure, passes all understanding. I wish I could offer to help, but I know there is nothing one can do.

Name

Laurie D.

Location

Bucks County, PA

Comments

Such a tragic story. This is a horrible and deadly disease we have and society needs to take the blinders off. Addicts are not bad people, they are sick people and deserve medical treatment just as anyone else with a disease. Thank you for your courage and telling your story. Have faith that your hard work and this information may help many.

Name

Latasha Littles

Location

Huntsville, Alabama

Comments

I just got done reading about your little girl and I found her picture near my friend picture that actually died from the same thing except different drugs. .She would have 21 this past April and she past away July 28, 2004 her mother found her on the kitchen floor.I feel so bad for you , I can only imagine how you felt and still feel . Things do get better, my mother was killed when I was 11 by a man that was on drugs and drinking and hit her in her car with his car and killed her instantly. I know that you dont know me but if you ever feel like you need to talk feel free. My email is ldlgwcphoto@bellsouth.net
May tomorrow bring you a brighter sunshine.

Name

Alison

Location

Brisbane, Australia

Comments

What a lovely tribute to your absolutely precious and beautiful daughter. Keep campaigning Sue! You are doing a fantastic job! After reading many of stories and tragedy on this site and similar, I am considering studying to become a drug and alcohol counsellor, in particular helping the younger children and their families. I have been there done that too, before and know how easy it is to get wrapped up in the nightmare of drugs, I am OK now though, have been for a long time (I was one of the lucky ones I believe and had the strength to walk away from the whole scene and not feel any loss just the gain of LIFE!) and I really feel that my calling is to now help others. My partner is a police officer and they struggle so much with trying to keep the streets clean, to the point that they end up couselling the kids, because there is not a lot of places for the kids to turn. However,our Government does not acknowledge that there is a serious drug problem, it is up and rising every day, yet they spend millions (and rightly so) advertising for drunk driving, speeding in cars, violence against women, etc, but NOT, NEVER the evil and the negativity of drugs. Because once its out, they know they will have to spend BILLIONS of dollars cleaning it all up. And there is a lot to clean up. And its just getting WORSE! It is disgusting that they can just turn a blind eye!

SUE, KEEP GOING, EVEN WHEN THE CHIPS ARE DOWN. NEVER GIVE UP AND KNOW THAT YOU ARE TRULY AN EARTH ANGEL, HELPING THOSE WHO SEEK KNOWLEDGE AND WILL GAIN POSITIVELY FROM YOUR TRADGEDY. PEACE.

Name

Lexie

Location

UK

Comments

I was moved to tears by your site and feel for your loss. Like most people who die from addiction, your daughter seemed bright and beautiful. I have alot of experience with addicts and I know the heartbreak and horror that active addiction causes. I just want to make people aware that recovery is possible and that if the resources are made available, we can help those who we love to recover. God Bless

Name

Doris Smith

Location

New York, NY

Comments

Thank you so much for sharing the loss of your child with others. I know that many people will be helped by visiting your site. Available treatment should always be easy to get. There is a national initiative called Demand Treatment that visitors may also find helpful. The URL is http://www.jointogether.org/sa/action/dt/ Best wishes to you and your family and to your angel in heaven.
Doris

Name

Felicia Morocco

Location

Philadelphia

Comments

Dear Sue, I am so sorry about your losing Katie. I knew her from grade school at Cornwells and also from CCD at St.Charles. Her and I were always pretty good friends until I moved and lost touch with almost everyone. She was always such a sweet girl and made me laugh all the time. I couldnt believe it when I found out. I was at in the bathroom at Fusco's Pool Hall in Feasterville and just so happened to see it written on the wall. I didnt believe it and thought that someone might not have liked her and did it because of that, girls can often be like that. So then it had me wondering and then I started my search on the computer to find out the truth. I read an article in some add, I forgot which one it was, it didnt say much but it was enough to tell me she was gone. I knew her for so long and almost a year past and I hadnt found out about it. I know I wasnt friend with her the last couple of years, but just knowing how many years I went to school with her and the fun times we had just really got to me. I finally found out more from looking at peoples profiles on AOL and came to find Marissa. She told me about everything and then I finally realized that it was real, very real. I just couldnt believe it. But I wish you all the best in your struggle to cope, I can not even imagine your pain. You and Katie are in my prayers. - Felicia

Name

deana

Location

south shore (boston)

Comments

I AM TRULY IN TEARS....I AM SO SCARED...MY TWO SONS HAVE BEEN BATTLING ADDICTION FOR OVER A YEAR NOW...IN AND OUT OF DETOX ETC...WE ALSO DON'T FIT THE CRITERIA FOR WHAT A TYPICAL DRUG ADDICT USED TO LOOK LIKE IN OUR MINDS...THESE KIDS HAVE 3 SIBLINGS AND GOOD HARDWORKING FAMILIES.....IT DONT MATTER...THIS DRUG IS THE DEMON OF ALL DEMONS AND CONTROLS THEIR BRAINS AND MAKES THEM LOYAL TO THE DRUG AND NOT THE FAMILY...IT IS LIKE A TERMINAL ILLNESS AND IT TAKES MORE THAN GOD TO MAKE IT ALL GO AWAY...I AM PRAYING FOR THAT DAY TO COME...AND OUR FAMILY IS PATIENTLY WAITING TO GET OUR BOYS BACK FROM THE DEVIL...WE ARE SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS...I WILL SHOW THEM THIS SITE SOMEDAY WHEN THEY CAN COMPREHEND WHAT DESTRUCTION IT CAUSES....

Name

Mary

Location

Bensalem

Comments

I happened upon your website after visiting the ''Naive Program'' website. I saw the Naive program today (I am a teacher at a local high school) and the images and messages were and still are so powerful. I am all consumed with the strength of addiction and how it affects us all. I am truly sorry for your loss and I relate with your frustration and regret in dealing with addiction treatments. I thank you for sharing your story as it is another reminder to everyone that drugs ''can happen to you''. Thank you again and God bless you and your family.

Name

Beverly Jones

Location

Lakeland, Florida

Comments

Your site is very beautiful. My son Brandon Dijon Pall is on griefnet 3 and this is where I came across your Daughters picture. I sat there and read about her life and cried for you and me. Such a waste drugs are and to take our babies away. My life has not been the same ever since that dreadful day. I hope this site can spare another Mother this pain

God Bless,
Beverly Jones

Name

amy layng

Location

newtown.pa

Comments

My heart goes out to you.
G-d is allowing you the opportunity to turn your grief into an opportunity to assist others so that they may never know your pain. I hope you find comfort in this and the healing that comes from helping.

Name

Marc A

Location

Trenton Nj

Comments

Sue I'am so sorry for your loss. being in recovery myself i wish there was something i could do. You and your family are in my prays

Name

Ken McMahon

Location

Honolulu Hawaii

Comments

Sue-- When I learned of the death of your daughter, the daughter of an old friend from college, I felt shock and disbelief as well as saddness. I can not convey the depth and degree of my sorrow. That this can happen to even the best of parents with the best of intentions is only too apparent. How anyone can sustain such tragedy and endure, passes all understanding. I wish I could offer to help, but I know there is nothing one can do.

Name

Laurie D.

Location

Bucks County, PA

Comments

Such a tragic story. This is a horrible and deadly disease we have and society needs to take the blinders off. Addicts are not bad people, they are sick people and deserve medical treatment just as anyone else with a disease. Thank you for your courage and telling your story. Have faith that your hard work and this information may help many.

Name

Latasha Littles

Location

Huntsville, Alabama

Comments

I just got done reading about your little girl and I found her picture near my friend picture that actually died from the same thing except different drugs. .She would have 21 this past April and she past away July 28, 2004 her mother found her on the kitchen floor.I feel so bad for you , I can only imagine how you felt and still feel . Things do get better, my mother was killed when I was 11 by a man that was on drugs and drinking and hit her in her car with his car and killed her instantly. I know that you dont know me but if you ever feel like you need to talk feel free. My email is ldlgwcphoto@bellsouth.net
May tomorrow bring you a brighter sunshine.

Name

Alison

Location

Brisbane, Australia

Comments

What a lovely tribute to your absolutely precious and beautiful daughter. Keep campaigning Sue! You are doing a fantastic job! After reading many of stories and tragedy on this site and similar, I am considering studying to become a drug and alcohol counsellor, in particular helping the younger children and their families. I have been there done that too, before and know how easy it is to get wrapped up in the nightmare of drugs, I am OK now though, have been for a long time (I was one of the lucky ones I believe and had the strength to walk away from the whole scene and not feel any loss just the gain of LIFE!) and I really feel that my calling is to now help others. My partner is a police officer and they struggle so much with trying to keep the streets clean, to the point that they end up couselling the kids, because there is not a lot of places for the kids to turn. However,our Government does not acknowledge that there is a serious drug problem, it is up and rising every day, yet they spend millions (and rightly so) advertising for drunk driving, speeding in cars, violence against women, etc, but NOT, NEVER the evil and the negativity of drugs. Because once its out, they know they will have to spend BILLIONS of dollars cleaning it all up. And there is a lot to clean up. And its just getting WORSE! It is disgusting that they can just turn a blind eye!

SUE, KEEP GOING, EVEN WHEN THE CHIPS ARE DOWN. NEVER GIVE UP AND KNOW THAT YOU ARE TRULY AN EARTH ANGEL, HELPING THOSE WHO SEEK KNOWLEDGE AND WILL GAIN POSITIVELY FROM YOUR TRADGEDY. PEACE.

Name

Lexie

Location

UK

Comments

I was moved to tears by your site and feel for your loss. Like most people who die from addiction, your daughter seemed bright and beautiful. I have alot of experience with addicts and I know the heartbreak and horror that active addiction causes. I just want to make people aware that recovery is possible and that if the resources are made available, we can help those who we love to recover. God Bless

Name

Arlene Clemick

Location

Bensalem

Comments

What a beautiful tribute to your beautiful daughter. I wish every child in the world could read your website before they made their decision to do drugs or not. So many of them just don't think it can happen to them.

The story behind Katie's name gave me goosebumps.

Thank you for sharing your Katie with me.

Name

George Clemick

Location

Bensalem, PA

Comments

I'd like to tell you how sorry I am for your loss, and unfortunatly I had the loss of 2 family members due to one event which involved mental illness and murder, the mental illness most likely due to the use of drugs. So, I too know what it's like to go through a major life changing event, and with time you will get through it, but believe me you will never forget. I suppose most people will have some heartbreaking event during their life-time, but some of these could definatly be prevented with proper heath-care in our society, not based solely on cost.

George

Name

Vivian

Location

Hamilton, NJ

Comments

Sue, I visited Katie's page last year. I just visited again this year! You have done an excellent job on all the additions. It is so informative. I love all the photos of her life growing up! She is a VERY BEAUTIFUL GIRL! I cannot believe it is the second Christmas without her. Where did that year go? You have made a beautiful memory of her life.
I know this site will help others while honoring her life. I am sure your Baby Girl is so very proud of her MOM! She was a lovely girl Sue. My heart breaks for you.
Love,
Viv

Name

Kathy Berry

Location

Philadelphia

Comments

Dear Sue, May you feel your Katie's beautiful spirit surrounding you during this second holiday season without her physical presence. I know she watches you with much pride and love. The lives of our precious children will never have been in vain. We WILL make positive changes in this world in their names. Take care Sue, I wish you peace.

Name

Betty Flores

Location

san diego

Comments

Sue..I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter Katrina. I too lost my daughter, Lisa, to drugs. I know how deep your pain is, and also your frustration of not being able to get help when Katrina was crying out for it. My prayers are with you, the holidays are really hard without our angels.

Bless you,
Betty .... Memorial to Our Loved Ones
http://www.geocities.com/bginlisa/loved.html

Name

Debra Stanton

Location

Bensalem, PA

Comments

God bless you, Sue.
I'm so glad we were able to have the Angels Lost to Addiction memorial service at the Bensalem UM Church. All the best in continuing to raise people's awareness and helping them find resources, strength, encouragement, and other support.
I'll keep praying . . .

Name

Lucille Orlandello

Location

Boston

Comments

This is a beautiful site for your daughter. I too lost my only son at the age of 39 to a heroin overdose. He had been an addict on and off for 20 years. I feel your pain and grief. Keep up the good work. Love Lucille

Name

Nancy Arthur

Location

Patchogue, NY

Comments

Dear Sue,
Your precious and beautiful daughter Katie lives on through this memorial to her. I admire your courage in turning your grief into action to save others from a healthcare system that concerns itself primarily with profits rather than the health and lives of its clients.
Keep strong, and know you are not alone. May thelove and prayers of so many sustain you. Love, Nancy

Name

Barbara Fabik

Location

Philadelphia, PA

Comments

I am so sorry for your loss. My son, Steve, passed two years ago. He died from a drug overdose. It is so sad and heartbreaking for our families. Thank you so much for sharing your story with us. With brave people like yourself sharing this information, perhaps there will be some changes. Thank you.

Name

Debbie

Location

S.E. Georgia

Comments

I am so sorry for the loss of your beloved daughter. I lost my brother Johnny on March 17, 2000 when after struggling for many years he finally lost his battle with substance abuse.
This is another tragic loss!
Peace be with you
Debbie
http://www.dying2gethigh.com

Name

Catharina Evans

Location

Ewing, NJ- The College of NJ

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Sue,
As a young woman I am extremely saddened by the passing of what appears to be such a bright, beautiful, young lady.
Keep up the good fight.
God bless you and all those who fight drugs.

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Sandi Daoust

Location

Springville, Utah

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Please accept my most heart-felt sympathies on your tragic loss. We lost our 19-year-old son, Robby, on 4/16/01 the same way. We have another son a year older in early recovery right now. I share your pain, my dear friend. Your daughter is now free from her demons, the pain of addiction and no one can hurt her now. Heaven's gain is certainly the earthly world's loss. I pray in time, your memories grow sweeter and your pain is less. You will never get over this heart-ache, but in time, you will learn to live again. I will keep you in my prayers. I keep up the fight to save our young people and make affordable treatment available to everyone. I am here if you ever need a friend. God bless you and yours.

Name

Ed Moses

Location

Jefferson City, MO

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My words will not be adequate to relieve your pain as I would like to do. If you feel any blame or quilt as most families do, please let go of it. This seems to be the biggest obstacle in the healing process and most always is not justified. A good counselor can help. Drug Watch International and groups like us work hard to prevent stories like yours and we will never quit trying. Our prayers are with you.

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Celeste Dale

Location

Philadelphia

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Dear Sue,
You know how much I care without having to go too deeply into it. I do know with all my heart that Katie is with Brandon, Joey, Rickie and Stevie and all the other beautiful kids we lost to this monster. Please be strong and keep in touch. Love you!!

Name

DANIEL ROHRBACK JR

Location

PHILA,

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loosing a child is the worse thing in the world, i speak from experience from loosing my son, and no matter what it does not get better, holidy's, birthday are horrible my heart is with all
dan phila, heads up program

Name

Ellen

Location

Bensalem

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Sue the site is beautiful as Katie was. There are no words. We teach our children the best we know and when they walk out our doors we hope they make good choices and will walk back through the door. Nikki is feeling so guilty, she did not answer Katie's call that night. It is not her fault or your fault that this happened. There is a higher power and we have no control, but to live each day the best we can. Keep your faith and love of your family and keep up your awesome work!

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Bob Mataloni

Location

Philadelphia

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I really think this is a wonderful thing you are doing for Katie and all the other people who have suffered such a loss. It is only by making people aware that proplems and mistakes get rectified. Keep up the good work, God bless you

Name

Bob Mataloni

Location

Philadelphia

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I really think this is a wonderful thing you are doing for Katie and all the other people who have suffered such a loss. It is only by making people aware that proplems and mistakes get rectified. Keep up the good work, God bless you

Name

Carol B

Location

Toms River

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I am so sorry for your loss. l Like you, have been trying to save lives for years,but due to predjudice and Cover ups,i am unable to be heard.

Street drugs kill and so does America's ''cure'' Naltrexone, aka Revia.
A drug that has been linked to overdose and suicide in trials.

Not uncontionable enough, Our children and loved ones have been used as human test animals with implanted versions of this drug that has made many so called Doctors profit and gain.

No,there is no help for our children who are addicted.

The failed war on drugs,and America's treatment has sent so many to their graves.

With Congress zero tolerance for drug addiction our loved ones are disposable.

I know your pain.
My heart is with you.

God Bless your Angel Katie.

Name

Dottie Proler

Location

Morrisville, PA

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Dear Sue,
The holidays are so hard without them here, as are all the other days. They say it gets softer after awhile, well I don't know about that. I still miss my son Don as much as I did 2 1/2 years ago. Stay strong, Sue, and know I am here.
Dottie

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Linda Chamberlain

Location

Newtown, PA

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Sue,
I know that your daughter is very proud of you for all the work you are doing in trying to save the lives of other kids from drug abuse. I am so glad that you started the Vigil in Bucks County as it will raise the awareness of drug abuse in our area. Keep up the good work. I will continue to pray for Katie and all the other kids who have died from this terrible illness. They will never be forgotten.

Name

Paulette Meier

Location

Cincinnati, Ohio

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I looked up your website late last night and was so moved. And angry - again - at this heartless system that denies medical rights in order to keep private insurance companies profitable. You have my deepest regrets for the terrible loss your family has suffered. I admire your courage in going public, taking action to warn, protect, agitate for change. Blessings on your efforts,and continued healing.
Paulette Meier

Name

Stephanie Oldham

Location

Bensalem

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Sue, having 2 young adults of my own I can only imagine the pain and sorrow you must endure on a daily basis. May God bless you in your new walk through life and I personally thank you for touching mine.

Name

Julia Mazzarella

Location

Livingston,NJ

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I began my day today looking at your website. My heart aches for your pain, but is lifted by what you are doing for others.

Name

Anna Mae Terry

Location

Bensalem

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I never knew Katie, but I know those that do. When I attended the service at BUMC, I was moved by the amount of people that were there and the support of one and all. After just hearing about the shocking news that out of 200 blood drive donors that 80% of it had to be thrown away due to drugs or STD's, this has thrown into sharp relief how truly serious a problem this is becoming. I am moved by your story and am truly sorry for such a tragic loss. All those that I know that knew Katie, couldn't speak high enough of her. She must have truly been a remarkable individual. My only wish is that things are changed so that those that are wanting help will receive it when they ask for it. All the best Sue, to you and your family, this season. Just remember that angels are everywhere, and Katie is surely one of the brightest and most beautiful there is.

Name

Kendall Dudley

Location

Boston MA

Comments

What a powerful and loving tribute to your daughter. She is alive in you and in all the people you will help through your efforts to bring light to the issues of drug abuse and the inability of our culture and medical services to adequately deal with it. All the best to you Sue, Kendall

Name

Jason

Location

Bensalem

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I've heard alot of the situations similar to the ones you have experienced and it is truly tragic. The website is very informative and extremly emotional. It's a wonderful tribute to your daughter and others in raising awareness of a major problem in today's modern society. My wishes and prayers are with you and your family. God bless you.

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Connie

Location

Bensalem

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Many other families will be blessed and helped by this telling of your story. The vigil at Bensalem United Methodist Church made your daughter and the others a part of all of us for the future . May God grant you peace through His love this Christmas season.